Dear Michelle and Charlie,

I haven’t see you since October of 2011. I see you all tomorrow. I have no idea what to do or what to say. I love that I get to see you, but I hate what happened that is causing this.
I’ve dreamt of seeing you all again so many times before. It almost feels like this is another one of my dreams. I love had so much anxiety over this very event, it is unreal. I almost had a panic attack today. I don’t know what to think. I have so many emotions that I’m almost emotionally numb.
I’m sorry about all I’ve done, I hope you got my letters. I hope I don’t screw up tomorrow. I hope you still love me.
I love you all,